Working full-time for the Lord has been a sweet blessing. I have seen Him open doors (literally) and open hearts that would not have been opened without His guiding hand. Last week, I saw a new sister from China added to the family because she saw how none of her efforts to live a good life were getting her closer to God.
There has also been a sense of desperation on my part. I am too weak. Not knowledgeable enough. Too messed up.
I am so desperate for the Holy Spirit to be at work in and through me because I cannot live this life on my own! I cannot share the love of God without His power in my life.
I am desperate. For Him.